You don’t need to anymore. Surrender your weakness/sins over to Jesus. In the meantime, walk in faith and obedience throughout the day.  As I read Matthew 11:28-30 it rings so sweetly in my ear in the valley of vision called “Life”: “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”